Hate Me
by Blue October
Lyrics

Artist: Blue October Album: Foiled Buy It Now!

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[message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. It is 2:33
 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were 
doing. You sounded really  uptight last night, it made me a little
 nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded 
like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really
 okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your 
medication too. You know I love ya and take care honey. I know 
you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! 

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head 
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed 
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone 
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home 
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain 
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? 
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? 
And will you never try to reach me? 
It is I that wanted space 

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you 

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you
helped me with 
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch
 again 
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night 
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the
fight 
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate 
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take 
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind 
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind 

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you 

Hate me in ways 
Yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you 

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave 
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made 
And like a baby boy I never was a man 
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand 
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!” 
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be 
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?” 

Hate me today 
Hate me tomorrow 
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you 

Hate me in ways 
Yeah ways hard to swallow 
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

Album/Song Info: Artist: Blue October Song: Hate Me Album: Foiled Audio CD (April 4, 2006) Original Release Date: April 4, 2006 Number of Discs: 1 Format: Enhanced Label: Universal/Motown Records Track: 5 of 13 Buy It!